The Sisterhood.

There's something about being with "the girls" that just makes everything
seem... right. That, what happens tomorrow doesn't matter because
right now isn't perfect; but it's completely okay.

I don't think there is anyway for me to express this metaphorically but,
I miss it. I didn't realize until now but, a friendship between
a guy and a girl is remarkably different than that of two girls. Although
being with "the guys" encompasses a few good laughs and many a good time,
it doesn't compare to that "sisterly bond" that involves sitting on the roof
anxiously awaiting Kevin, merely so we can pour cups of water on him in the
middle of the frigid winter, or throwing on war paint and starting mass chaos with
water guns, or sitting on the pone 3+ hours not saying anything or playing
dress up even laying in the middle of street with 5 blankets looking up
at the sky and eating pretzels - only to move to the driveway and do the
same thing, or how about camping in the backyard, scaring the shit out of each
other with stories about stalkers and peeping toms then falling asleep
outside anyway, especially; playing truth or dare and getting into massive
marker fights that accumulate to nothing but a messy basement, missing socks
and marker all over our faces.

The list can go on and on. I've lost that bond with my "sister" it's probably
my fault for being as blunt and as stubborn as I am. But, here I am, actually
beginning to regret something and preparing myself for the worst of consequences
and understanding that everything really does happen for a reason.


I miss not feeling like the outsider- that we have more in common
than an interest in cars and movies. I miss being able to ponder about the
future, planning weddings, trying on dresses for hours without end, staying
up all and night plotting against the last jerk who thought screwing one of us
over was cool, eating cereal at 1:30 in the morning because we ate everything
else already, jumping out of sunroofs and going "stealth ninja" through the
neighborhood. Simply, I miss being with "my sisters."